{"id":35685,"date":"2022-03-28T07:21:03","date_gmt":"2022-03-28T06:21:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/a-desk.org\/?p=35685"},"modified":"2023-07-10T12:29:30","modified_gmt":"2023-07-10T10:29:30","slug":"alter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/a-desk.org\/ca\/magazine\/alter\/","title":{"rendered":"Alter"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Una hist\u00f2ria que \u00e9s meva.<br \/>\nQue no em pertany, per\u00f2 comparteixo.<br \/>\nUna vida meva i (d\u2019)altres per aferrar-nos-hi.<br \/>\nTan diferent com semblant.<\/p>\n<p>Hi indago.<\/p>\n<p>Indago i es desvia l\u2019horitz\u00f3.<br \/>\nN\u2019estic agra\u00efda.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f3n diferents a mi.<br \/>\nPer\u00f2 tamb\u00e9 s\u00f3n un altre tu. Una altra versi\u00f3 im.possible teva.<br \/>\nS\u00f3n els teus germans i germanes, els teus alters, els de la teva mena.<\/p>\n<p>No els <em>entens<\/em>: els sents.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">Et veig.<\/p>\n<p>Els sents perqu\u00e8 ning\u00fa \u00e9s propietari de la seva vida.<br \/>\nEns hi aferrem. Indaguem.<\/p>\n<p>Indaguem intu\u00eftivament.<br \/>\nVolem.<\/p>\n<p>Indaguem en generacions passades i en hereus vinents.<br \/>\nVolem en un<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>remot<\/em><em><br \/>\n<\/em><em>intent<\/em><em><br \/>\nd\u2019estar pels n\u00favols.<\/em><span class=\"footnote_referrer\"><a role=\"button\" tabindex=\"0\" onclick=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_1');\" onkeypress=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_1');\" ><sup id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_1\" class=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text\">[1]<\/sup><\/a><span id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_1\" class=\"footnote_tooltip\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Terence Nance.<\/span><\/span><\/span><script type=\"text\/javascript\"> jQuery('#footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_1').tooltip({ tip: '#footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_1', tipClass: 'footnote_tooltip', effect: 'fade', predelay: 0, fadeInSpeed: 200, delay: 400, fadeOutSpeed: 200, position: 'top center', relative: true, offset: [-7, 0], });<\/script><\/p>\n<p>Robem.<\/p>\n<p>Robem perqu\u00e8 persistim.<br \/>\nI robem perqu\u00e8 persistim perqu\u00e8 ens importa.<\/p>\n<p>Ens importa, per\u00f2 sovint no tant i, com que ens hem de buscar la vida, robem i tornem a comen\u00e7ar.<br \/>\nUna hist\u00f2ria que \u00e9s meva.<\/p>\n<p>Que no es tracta de mi, sin\u00f3 dels alters que s\u2019aferren a les vostres vides.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 nostres<\/p>\n<p>Una insinuaci\u00f3.<br \/>\nUna insinuaci\u00f3 o b\u00e9 la confessi\u00f3 d\u2019un descampat abandonat, estimulant i esgotador.<br \/>\nT\u2019est\u00e0s encantant mentre altres t\u2019estan ca\u00e7ant.<br \/>\n\u2013\u2013 Ets un mestre de l\u2019aire.<\/p>\n<p>Una fuga.<\/p>\n<p>Una fugida per aquells que no posseeixen, sin\u00f3 que s\u2019aferren,<br \/>\nper compartir..<br \/>\nUna tetera d\u2019or i plats tradicionals.<\/p>\n<p>alter-<br \/>\nOn els egos defensen que ser negre defensa la trans-<\/p>\n<p>ici\u00f3, missi\u00f3, maci\u00f3 i mutaci\u00f3.<\/p>\n<p>De tot menys una mica de claredat sobre qu\u00e8 \u00e9s ser negre.<\/p>\n<p>No m\u2019esplaiar\u00e9 _____ som un projecte colonial i pregunto, de deb\u00f2: qu\u00e8 hem de fer amb aix\u00f2?<\/p>\n<p>Tots nosaltres.<\/p>\n<p>On tu veus una met\u00e0fora, jo hi veig vida;<br \/>\nuna parafern\u00e0lia d\u2019escriptura on jo veig vides.<\/p>\n<p>Per\u00f2, Nen(a),<br \/>\nno passa res si no ho entens.<\/p>\n<p>Tot est\u00e0 b\u00e9, sempre b\u00e9.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013\u2013\u2013\u2013<\/p>\n<p>2015.<br \/>\nJa fa un temps.<\/p>\n<p>Recordo que em van convidar a <em>parlar<\/em>-ne, del tema, com si d\u2019alguna manera hagu\u00e9s esdevingut<br \/>\n\u2013 Hist\u00f2ria, situada, coneixement.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">Aclarim qu\u00e8 \u00e9s ser negre:<br \/>\nA l\u2019alegria la segueix la satisfacci\u00f3\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0.<br \/>\nl\u2019afirmaci\u00f3,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 .<br \/>\nel reconeixement,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 .<br \/>\nl\u2019acceptaci\u00f3.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0.<br \/>\nUn estat colonitzador,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 .<br \/>\na l\u2019alba.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 .<br \/>\nPer\u00f2 no han deixat de dir-me Yahoonessi i no pensen demanar-me perd\u00f3 per fer-ho.<\/p>\n<p>Una altra hist\u00f2ria que \u00e9s meva.<\/p>\n<p>Una que no s\u2019assembla a cap altra, sincerament.<br \/>\nMeva.<br \/>\nLa de mil milions d&#8217;\u00e0nimes que no tenen una merda, per\u00f2 s&#8217;aferren a les seves vides.<\/p>\n<p>De tot menys un una mica de claredat sobre qu\u00e8 \u00e9s ser negre.<\/p>\n<p>Desconeixement.<\/p>\n<p>Precisament perqu\u00e8 \u00e9s tot el contrari a gaudir d\u2019una cosa com la cert*esa.<br \/>\nPrecisament perqu\u00e8 tens l\u2019opci\u00f3 de fiar-te dels dem\u00e9s i deixar que et gui\u00efn o no.<br \/>\nPrecisament perqu\u00e8 ara s\u00f3n esclaus i precisament perqu\u00e8 nosaltres volem.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>.. el sentit de<\/em><em><br \/>\nfugir \u00e9s que \u00e9s una<br \/>\nactivitat.. no (\u00e9s) un<br \/>\nassoliment..\u00a0no<br \/>\nets fugit..\u00a0 saps?<br \/>\n\u00e9s com dir: <\/em>\u00ab<em>He fugit..<\/em>\u00bb<em>i<\/em><em><br \/>\naix\u00f2 nom\u00e9s vol dir que.. del que<br \/>\nest\u00e0s fugint<br \/>\nsempre \u00e9s de tu mateix..<\/em><span class=\"footnote_referrer\"><a role=\"button\" tabindex=\"0\" onclick=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_2');\" onkeypress=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_2');\" ><sup id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_2\" class=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text\">[2]<\/sup><\/a><span id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_2\" class=\"footnote_tooltip\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Fred Moten.<\/span><\/span><\/span><script type=\"text\/javascript\"> jQuery('#footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_2').tooltip({ tip: '#footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_2', tipClass: 'footnote_tooltip', effect: 'fade', predelay: 0, fadeInSpeed: 200, delay: 400, fadeOutSpeed: 200, position: 'top center', relative: true, offset: [-7, 0], });<\/script><\/p>\n<p>Precisament perqu\u00e8 en aix\u00f2 consisteix compartir poder. En perdre\u2019l,<br \/>\nper torns.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013\u2013\u2013\u2013<\/p>\n<p>Amb tot, cada cop \u00e9s m\u00e9s dif\u00edcil mantenir-se a flota. T\u2019ofegues.<\/p>\n<p>A l\u2019aire, cada bombolla de sab\u00f3 \u00e9s la seva pr\u00f2pia s\u00e8rie de televisi\u00f3 i fan que et preguntis: <em>\u00ab<\/em><em>Aix\u00f2 \u00e9s cr\u00edptic, o \u00e9s nom\u00e9s un munt de bajanades?<\/em><em>\u00bb<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><em>Un Maine coon no deixa de ser un gat salvatge.<\/em><em><br \/>\n<\/em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Les terres de cot\u00f3 i els pastissos de pl\u00e0tan comparteixen un factor: s\u00f3n robats.<\/p>\n<p>Les persones negres viuen a la mateixa franja hor\u00e0ria que els documentals d\u2019animals salvatges,<br \/>\ni no deixes de preguntar-te coses, i no deixes de ser fuga\u00e7.<\/p>\n<p>Sou una gossada de corredors blaus.<br \/>\n\u2013\u00a0<em>Bub, bub<\/em><em>\u00a0<\/em>(i) no seguiu bordant.<\/p>\n<p>Amb aix\u00f2 vull dir que \u00e9s clar que no ho podeu entendre perqu\u00e8 no hi ha una merda a entendre \u2013 el que sento, o com se sent, estar entre les cordes d\u2019all\u00f2 que (no) va en contra de la negror dels de la meva ra\u00e7a. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Claredat.<\/p>\n<p>Si b\u00e9 la flu\u00efdesa consisteix precisament en deixar anar; amb aix\u00f2 vull dir que no posseeixo res ni mai sabr\u00e9 res, mai aconseguir\u00e9 res ni mai buidar\u00e9 les paraules i ritmes \u2013 pes, densitat \u2013 cada significat de les paraules, des d\u2019una llengua mal parlada com la meva fins a una de colonial com la teva, que exp.osa les terres i paisatges de l\u2019escriptura negra. Amb tot, hi indago, en sento el batec, molt dintre meu, a les orelles, als pulmons i fins al fons, en les diverses densitats viscerals del meu cos que t\u2019agradaria entendre perqu\u00e8: importa. Per\u00f2 no importa una merda, \u00e9s justament merda, els meus budells, la meva sang, les meves c\u00e8l\u00b7lules. No s\u00e9 ni (si) tinc una merda, per\u00f2 \u00e9s la meva merda. \u00c9s tota meva i no he vingut a dir-TE com de m\u00e0gica n\u2019\u00e9s. Perqu\u00e8 no cal que t\u2019ensenyi res, escoltaries si t\u2019import\u00e9s, has d\u2019actuar, has de jugar-t\u2019hi el coll perqu\u00e8, en realitat, la merda \u00e9s teva.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0 meva<\/p>\n<p>Aix\u00ed \u00e9s la vida.<\/p>\n<p>No m\u2019esplaiar\u00e9 _____ som un projecte colonial i pregunto, de deb\u00f2: qu\u00e8 hem de fer amb aix\u00f2?<\/p>\n<p>2022.<br \/>\nUn parell d\u2019anys fins que tot torni a comen\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">T\u2019estimo.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013\u2013\u2013\u2013<\/p>\n<p>Explicar-ho fa que sembli que estic explorant, que estic expandint, sembla un intent de malmetre, una costum de detenir, obtenir i reprimir \u2013 per a mi. Per tant, no ho explicar\u00e9.<\/p>\n<p>Malgrat tot, implica, implora: no ca(i)em.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (ll)<\/p>\n<p>Ara b\u00e9,<\/p>\n<p>visualitza\u2019t en el teu millor moment.<\/p>\n<p>Ets capa\u00e7 de fer-ho, de visualitzar-te en el teu millor moment?<br \/>\nJo no. Per tant, no ho far\u00e9.<\/p>\n<p>Hipersensibilitat.<\/p>\n<p>Tu dir\u00e0s.<\/p>\n<p>Un somni anti-nord-americ\u00e0 que fa pudor d&#8217;universalisme franc\u00e8s.<\/p>\n<p>Que no se\u2019m malinterpreti, per\u00f2: tots els vostres dogmes estan male\u00efts.<\/p>\n<p>Canviant de tangent, \u00f2bviament recordo les estrelles travessar la superf\u00edcie d\u2019un bassal i horribles onades de combustible gotejar fins als peus. Totxos de ma\u00f3 grog\u00f3s i rug\u00f3s i sax\u00edfragues enredades. Cuinar a la foguera, un fest\u00ed per mosques i mosquits.<\/p>\n<p>Recordo escriure aquestes paraules potser una dotzena de vegades: \u00abes tractaria de massais a la lluna i Mam\u2019Wata prenent el sol vora una piscina..\u00a0<em>..Mites<\/em><span class=\"footnote_referrer\"><a role=\"button\" tabindex=\"0\" onclick=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_3');\" onkeypress=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_3');\" ><sup id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_3\" class=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text\">[3]<\/sup><\/a><span id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_3\" class=\"footnote_tooltip\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Sun Ra.<\/span><\/span><\/span><script type=\"text\/javascript\"> jQuery('#footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_3').tooltip({ tip: '#footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_3', tipClass: 'footnote_tooltip', effect: 'fade', predelay: 0, fadeInSpeed: 200, delay: 400, fadeOutSpeed: 200, position: 'top center', relative: true, offset: [-7, 0], });<\/script>\u00bb.<\/p>\n<p>Recordo remodelar-ho una dotzena de vegades, reformular-ho una dotzena de vegades.<br \/>\nUn hashtag, un <em>mem<\/em>i una f\u00f3rmula, una praxis, un encanteri i una preg\u00e0ria. Una visi\u00f3 i esperan\u00e7a \u2013\u2013 <em>egregor<\/em>esquizof\u00f2nic.<\/p>\n<p>Ho recordo en algun punt entre el col\u00b7lapse, la ira i la fe. Ho recordo radical, intr\u00ednsec, col\u00b7lectiu i prism\u00e0tic, com paradoxa i polis\u00e8mia, se sost\u00e9 de valent. Ho recordo irreductible, intransigent i sense remei: encara ets viu.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013\u2013\u2013\u2013<\/p>\n<p>La resist\u00e8ncia \u00e9s confusi\u00f3, boira, ombres.<br \/>\nUna alian\u00e7a i una amistat anticipada.<\/p>\n<p>Llavors a les terres.. Per\u00f2 les estrelles no estan a dalt del cel, ni a baix, tan sols lluny. I t\u2019odio.<\/p>\n<p>T\u2019odio molt i t\u2019odio m\u00e9s.<\/p>\n<p>La vida est\u00e0 repleta de desgr\u00e0cies.<\/p>\n<p>El que \u00e9s m\u00e9s important \u00e9s que acabaran passant.<br \/>\nTamb\u00e9 indago en tu.<\/p>\n<p>Aquesta hist\u00f2ria \u00e9s meva per la meva voluntat de compartir i de (no) compartir, la meva voluntat d&#8217;explicar o retratar, d\u2019interpretar, un m\u00f3n.<\/p>\n<p>Doncs <em>\u201cJO\u201d\u00a0<\/em>vinc en hordes.<\/p>\n<p>Sense subjectes, doncs no importen tant (altr\/es)tranys i desconeguts cossos: es creuen.<\/p>\n<p><em>Beatbox<\/em>de sang negra, incapa\u00e7 de fusionar-se per convertir-se en una. Multitud.<\/p>\n<p>Multitud.<br \/>\nMultitud.<br \/>\nMultitud.<br \/>\nMultitud.<\/p>\n<p><em>Cal un cam\u00ed per trobar-vos.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 -nos.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Parlem en lleng\u00fces.<br \/>\nM\u2019imagino que les cavernes en s\u00f3n les restes.<br \/>\nUn manifest perdut en la traducci\u00f3 no col\u00b7lectiva. Bab\u00e8lic.<\/p>\n<p>Indago. Volem.<\/p>\n<p>Multitud.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013\u2013\u2013\u2013<\/p>\n<p>\u00ab \u2013\u2013 T\u2019aferres amb for\u00e7a a les coses, amic meu \u00bb .<\/p>\n<p>Les pampallugues ja van guanyant intensitat i els riuscorren cap a dalt.<br \/>\nLa Fallon crida per mar-i-cel, mentre la Jo lletreja.<span class=\"footnote_referrer\"><a role=\"button\" tabindex=\"0\" onclick=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_4');\" onkeypress=\"footnote_moveToReference_35685_1('footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_4');\" ><sup id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_4\" class=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text\">[4]<\/sup><\/a><span id=\"footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_4\" class=\"footnote_tooltip\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Fallon Mayanja i Jos\u00e8fa Ntjam.<\/span><\/span><\/span><script type=\"text\/javascript\"> jQuery('#footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_4').tooltip({ tip: '#footnote_plugin_tooltip_text_35685_1_4', tipClass: 'footnote_tooltip', effect: 'fade', predelay: 0, fadeInSpeed: 200, delay: 400, fadeOutSpeed: 200, position: 'top center', relative: true, offset: [-7, 0], });<\/script><\/p>\n<p>Una hist\u00f2ria que \u00e9s meva.<br \/>\nQue no em pertany, per\u00f2 comparteixo.<br \/>\nLes meves multituds i d\u2019altres.<\/p>\n<p>No cal revisar-ho ni explicar-ho: ho estem vivint.<br \/>\nNosaltres, una colla de marginats que fugen dels homes. Hu~nitat.<\/p>\n<p>Sense ganes de dominar ni amb el desig d\u2019apoderar-nos, realitzem uns mons on les paraules s\u00f3n encanteris com espases sense forjar i ens submergim en un corrent de significats i potencialitats oberts. La imaginaci\u00f3 \u00e9s la nostra p\u00e0tria.<\/p>\n<p>Amb tot,<\/p>\n<p>Massa avars com per abra\u00e7ar-ho \u2013\u2013 tot: aix\u00f2 ja \u00e9s colonialisme.<\/p>\n<p>Ser negre \u00e9s poesia:<\/p>\n<p>Un munt de meu.ques,<br \/>\nmenes, balenes,<br \/>\nfusi\u00f3.<\/p>\n<p>Una pedra filosofal ancorada a la malenconia,<br \/>\ni els meus germans i germanes: bruixes.<a name=\"_ftn1\"><\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"speaker-mute footnotes_reference_container\"> <div class=\"footnote_container_prepare\"><p><span role=\"button\" tabindex=\"0\" class=\"footnote_reference_container_label pointer\" onclick=\"footnote_expand_collapse_reference_container_35685_1();\">&#x202F;<\/span><span role=\"button\" tabindex=\"0\" class=\"footnote_reference_container_collapse_button\" style=\"display: none;\" onclick=\"footnote_expand_collapse_reference_container_35685_1();\">[<a id=\"footnote_reference_container_collapse_button_35685_1\">+<\/a>]<\/span><\/p><\/div> <div id=\"footnote_references_container_35685_1\" style=\"\"><table class=\"footnotes_table footnote-reference-container\"><caption class=\"accessibility\">References<\/caption> <tbody> \r\n\r\n<tr class=\"footnotes_plugin_reference_row\"> <th scope=\"row\" class=\"footnote_plugin_index_combi pointer\"  onclick=\"footnote_moveToAnchor_35685_1('footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_1');\"><a id=\"footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_1\" class=\"footnote_backlink\"><span class=\"footnote_index_arrow\">&#8593;<\/span>1<\/a><\/th> <td class=\"footnote_plugin_text\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Terence Nance.<\/span><\/td><\/tr>\r\n\r\n<tr class=\"footnotes_plugin_reference_row\"> <th scope=\"row\" class=\"footnote_plugin_index_combi pointer\"  onclick=\"footnote_moveToAnchor_35685_1('footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_2');\"><a id=\"footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_2\" class=\"footnote_backlink\"><span class=\"footnote_index_arrow\">&#8593;<\/span>2<\/a><\/th> <td class=\"footnote_plugin_text\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Fred Moten.<\/span><\/td><\/tr>\r\n\r\n<tr class=\"footnotes_plugin_reference_row\"> <th scope=\"row\" class=\"footnote_plugin_index_combi pointer\"  onclick=\"footnote_moveToAnchor_35685_1('footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_3');\"><a id=\"footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_3\" class=\"footnote_backlink\"><span class=\"footnote_index_arrow\">&#8593;<\/span>3<\/a><\/th> <td class=\"footnote_plugin_text\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Sun Ra.<\/span><\/td><\/tr>\r\n\r\n<tr class=\"footnotes_plugin_reference_row\"> <th scope=\"row\" class=\"footnote_plugin_index_combi pointer\"  onclick=\"footnote_moveToAnchor_35685_1('footnote_plugin_tooltip_35685_1_4');\"><a id=\"footnote_plugin_reference_35685_1_4\" class=\"footnote_backlink\"><span class=\"footnote_index_arrow\">&#8593;<\/span>4<\/a><\/th> <td class=\"footnote_plugin_text\"><span lang=\"CA\">Per Fallon Mayanja i Jos\u00e8fa Ntjam.<\/span><\/td><\/tr>\r\n\r\n <\/tbody> <\/table> <\/div><\/div><script type=\"text\/javascript\"> function footnote_expand_reference_container_35685_1() { jQuery('#footnote_references_container_35685_1').show(); jQuery('#footnote_reference_container_collapse_button_35685_1').text('\u2212'); } function footnote_collapse_reference_container_35685_1() { jQuery('#footnote_references_container_35685_1').hide(); jQuery('#footnote_reference_container_collapse_button_35685_1').text('+'); } function footnote_expand_collapse_reference_container_35685_1() { if (jQuery('#footnote_references_container_35685_1').is(':hidden')) { footnote_expand_reference_container_35685_1(); } else { footnote_collapse_reference_container_35685_1(); } } function footnote_moveToReference_35685_1(p_str_TargetID) { footnote_expand_reference_container_35685_1(); var l_obj_Target = jQuery('#' + p_str_TargetID); if (l_obj_Target.length) { jQuery( 'html, body' ).delay( 0 ); jQuery('html, body').animate({ scrollTop: l_obj_Target.offset().top - window.innerHeight * 0.2 }, 380); } } function footnote_moveToAnchor_35685_1(p_str_TargetID) { footnote_expand_reference_container_35685_1(); var l_obj_Target = jQuery('#' + p_str_TargetID); if (l_obj_Target.length) { jQuery( 'html, body' ).delay( 0 ); jQuery('html, body').animate({ scrollTop: l_obj_Target.offset().top - window.innerHeight * 0.2 }, 380); } }<\/script>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Una hist\u00f2ria que \u00e9s meva. 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