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Iterative misfires, cyclical catastrophes and perilous, treacherous pathways, breakdowns and breakthroughs. These are our modern-day incantations and necessitated methods, the\u00a0magical cornerstones of an edifice of economies, social systems, personal relations, beliefs and philosophies. We are tested and fail before the gods, we demand proof of one another\u2019s faith and fall short, strive toward integrity of intention but don\u2019t always hit the mark. As goes the relativising liberation of \u201cnot crying over spilt milk\u201d, so goes the invocation of cali-fornicative technologies. \u201cProgress\u201d these days means to project projects, cantilever life, unreservedly and constantly risk\u00a0to\u00a0<\/em>fail. And with the crash and burn comes a freeing clearing, an identification as underdog, conjoined with an imperative to \u201cemerge from the ashes\u201d.<\/p>\n

Technological development, as personal development, is often recounted as the exploitation and instrumentalisation of heroic moments, actions and individuals that ignores a long shadow of aborted initiatives, projects, flops, errors, malfunctions, as well as hidden disavowals and unreported disasters. Speculation about our future selves and tools, sometimes as irresponsible and flagrant futurism, imagines and pursues high-efficiency, self-actualised, utopian perfection. Meanwhile, and apparently contradictorily, the mantras of West-coast innovation that have swallowed the globe functionalise failure itself <\/em>(\u201cFail Fast, Fail Often\u201d, \u201cFail Forward\u201d). In the techno-scientifically saturated culture in which we all now live, even empowered personal, emotional strength must always, and only, be accompanied with an equal measure of breakdown \u2014\u00a0weakness and vulnerability, and remaining open to the experimentalist\u2019s unasuredness, always open to being shut-down, destabilised. Each and every aspect of our buggy little worlds and lives has to be picked at for those necessarily, and fairly obviously, present insecurities and imperfections. But what kind of odd reality have we created, in which Leonard Cohen[1]<\/sup><\/a> and Silicon Valley converge into some kind of omnipresent cultural kintsugi?<\/em>[2]<\/sup><\/a>\u00a0There is indeed a crack in everything, and that\u2019s probably how the light gets in, but do we really need to fail all the time<\/em>, everywhere, just so we can fail better<\/em>, yet again?<\/p>\n

During some days in May 2019, we, Bernhard Garnicnig and Jamie Allen, attempted to get an Apple Message chat going in which we would report to one another our little, everyday failures. It seemed to us that life is just so full of little things that go wrong, so inundated by thwarted expectations, so broken by the fractured promises of people and things, that a diary of these vulnerabilities would overflow with admissions of personal disappointments in, and failures of, our selves and other(s). The exercise was a response to Vista Oral <\/em>and\u00a0A*Desk\u2019s <\/em>invitation and commission, which you are now reading, but it was also a response to our contemporary moment, that seems to demand continuous fault-acknowledgement, such \u201cradical\u201d \u201ctransparency\u201d. With this comes the linked promise that responding to this demand will somehow alchemically improve relations and effectiveness, productivity and honour, integrity and resilience. And so, our casual, sincere little message chat listing began, and rather well.<\/p>\n

The exercise turned out not to be quite as easy as we thought. Maybe these little failures are hard to admit. Maybe failure is created, constituted, by such admissions? We\u2019re not sure. Our listing became a bit fraught and digressive, breaking down into youtube #fail references, as well as a few, cute, technical misfires. Communicating our failures, setup by the necessarily self-fulfilling framing of the exercise perhaps, was kind of a failure.<\/p>\n

Maybe our co-confessional was interrupted by the smooth flows of our lives these days, which, while continuously co-creating failure in different and parallel \u201csystems\u201d, also seem to progress pretty fluidly. To be sure, we are both priveleged, living lives sheltered from truly fundamental failures \u2014\u00a0white, male, (over) educated, in Europe. How to fail? Where to fail? What is it to fail? Does everything fail? These questions were in our thoughts during these Spring every-days\u00a0\u2014 the notion of failure becoming something of a tautology, particularly when it is difficult to figure out, as it often is, what it is that is at stake. What evolved was an evaluative perspective that is necessarily accepting, forgiving or generous, likely a survival strategy toward the hopeful co-creation of life itself, of living, in the always somewhat unconscious quotidian. Things just go<\/em>, and most of the time, they seem to go, and rather well. To succeed, possibly, is to fail at imagining other outcomes, more elaborated or fulfilling experiments. To fail, then, is to succeed at creating differences that make a difference. Small miracles and little transcendences persist, in life as in technoculture \u2014 perhaps in the way that Langdon Winner described with that little conceptual chestnut \u201ctechnological somnambulism\u201d,[3]<\/sup><\/a>\u00a0but they persist nonetheless.<\/p>\n

Our little exercise predisposed us to the ways messaging and other communications technologies increasingly migrate into lifeworlds that are outside of logical, reasoned or technical judgement, outside of expectations and assumptions of what works and what doesn\u2019t, external to that which succeeds, and that which fails\u2026 moving smoothly, and into every day life. The mere, unstoppable passage of time exiles our supposed failures to such a realm, one that is beyond evaluation and where everything is perfect<\/em>.[4]<\/sup><\/a><\/p>\n

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[1]<\/sup><\/a>\u201cThere is a crack, a crack in everything \/ That\u2019s how the light gets in\u201d, is a lyric from the Leonard Cohen song \u201cAnthem\u201d. On November 7th Leonard Cohen died, and on November 8th Donald Trump was elected president of the United State of America. Cohen\u2019s Anthem lyric was widely circulated across the internet through social networks during this time, as a message of light and hope in apparent darkness.<\/p>\n

[2]<\/sup><\/a>Kintsugi is the Japanese art of repairing broken ceramics with precious metal lacquers, a handcraft-cum-philosophy that looks at breaks and cracks, material failures and fissures as part of the history of an object, to be highlighted, cherished and treasured.<\/p>\n

[3]<\/sup><\/a>Winner\u2019s somnambulistic view of technology was his critique of the way that, in modern Western culture, our relationships to technology are seen as too obvious to merit serious reflection, i.e., constituted only\u00a0<\/em>as ‘making’ (only of interest to engineers and technicians) and \u2018use\u2019 (occasional, unnoticed, unnocuous, nonstructured, limited and nonproblematic interactions and occurences). Winner thought that this dream-like orientation to technologies denied how fundamental technology is to the structure and\/of meaning in human life.<\/p>\n

[4]<\/sup><\/a>\u201cThe mere passage of time makes us all exiles.\u201d \u2014 Joyce Carol Oates<\/p>\n

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