1. Freedom of the Market<\/strong><\/p>\nFreedom is an increasingly diffuse concept. By certain criteria, it seems that late capitalism has given us \u201cmore\u201d freedoms than ever before. This is debatable. Beyond that, though, under constant hyper-surveillance today, freedom corresponds to a level of consumption. A person can move and choose between brands, browse through options, and be revolutionary by buying cruelty-free skin care imported from the other side of the world. You can choose what to watch or to listen to, how to dress, the type of milk to drink, and to be the alternative of the alternative. What we consume seems to be our moral parameter and index of freedom. This is painful and offensive. Before celebrating any argument in favor of supposed freedom (\u201cLong live freedom, motherfuckers\u201d), I want us to consider another, older and more accessible aspect of freedom.<\/p>\n
It seems to me that the first symptom of freedom isn\u2019t the miles a credit card gives you but rather disobedience, a natural exercise that we lose as we begin to understand how certain things work. In theory, this occurs because it makes everything more bearable, but in fact this progressive train of thought is already derailed. To de-banalize freedom, we have to encourage disobedience. Among its many options, I find that curiosity and nonconformity can offer the keys to the gilded cage. The strategy of our system is to co-opt our imagination. \u201cNothing outside of this is possible, and even if it exists, it is not desirable.\u201d These kinds of premises, hidden in as many places as possible, are discouraging, and they make us part of the defeatism and apathy that prevent us from overturning the very logic we despise.<\/p>\n
As opposed to this, I would like to share one of my most frequent fantasies, which may seem naive but is actually quite ambitious, that is, to ask ourselves difficult questions and get together with others in order to answer them. To ask complicated and uncomfortable questions, to look each other in the eye, and to dialogue and listen is our only and last resort. To take it seriously, to sit down and attend to the full range of emotions, to know that we are related but different, to dissipate war by verbalizing the conflict until we are exhausted, unable to do anything but stop to eat and rest, to be silent to digest it all, and only then go back to words. It may be useless but it is what we need.<\/p>\n
Beyond fantasy, it is good to start ruminating on certain questions: Can we stop this machine? How can we participate less? What should we let go of and what should we add?<\/p>\n
2. Live From What you Love, Be Your Own CEO<\/strong><\/p>\nWhen I say “the illness of our time,” this is what I mean. We can\u2019t sit down and answer the above-mentioned questions because it\u2019s unthinkable to stop producing now, even knowing that we\u2019re overwhelmed. If it\u2019s complex to ask \u201cHow?,\u201d it\u2019s even more difficult to know \u201cWhen?\u201d Even if we have the urgency and the desire, we may lack the tools, accomplices, or courage.<\/p>\n
Our time and energy belong to consumption and production. It\u2019s might be more tiring, but there is more purpose in living from what you love. You have to establish yourself as a personal brand, network, be a content creator, have a strategy and identity, create good copy, and upload it at the right time! It\u2019s the new bureaucracy, and if you\u2019re your own boss, you have to even be a bit of a tyrant.<\/p>\n
We can\u2019t deny that we need to stop. To stop intervening, stop doing more. It seems that even in the \u201cart world\u201d vagrants are no longer tolerated. Everything is raw material, and you always have to have something to show. The imperative is real and it\u2019s complicated, because of course there are always things to pay for. This is why some questions are more difficult than others, because they conflict with survival, and we\u2019re not prepared to see certain abysses up close. There are no certain ways to dispel uncertainties, but we\u2019ve been infected with a vertigo that makes us stop. When are we going to kill time again? We need to be bored and annoyed so that no one notices what we\u2019re thinking.<\/p>\n
The illness of our time. I\u2019m sure it\u2019s not just me. I want to experience inspiration as a consequence of life and not search for it on Pinterest with the clever but meddlesome algorithm that prevents me from encountering it fortuitously.<\/p>\n
Free time is prohibited, which is why we\u2019re all so anxious and exhausted. With our eyelashes singed from the glare of the screen while we\u2019re trying to distract ourselves, we even forget about resting.<\/p>\n
3. It\u2019s not a Conclusion, We\u2019re Just Getting Started<\/strong><\/p>\nTo fulfill our fantasy of being the vagabonds who rehearse answers and formulate and reformulate questions, we will have to waste time again, find out if silence is possible in the city, imagine the shapes of clouds again, play games with our hands and feet, sing about what goes on in front of us, sit down and read aloud, dare to challenge ignorance with ingenuity, learn to grow plants, allow ourselves to be patient, and do whatever else we can think of to reclaim our own attention. I would like to think that, to recognize other forms of freedom, we must be destroy content, be antiviral and inadequate, oppose trends, recognize that everything is unique, and understand that monoculture is boring and artificial.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s simple and exciting to write this, but it\u2019s complex to combine leisure and work. We must become tightrope walkers of sharp questions, of contradictory answers, of wandering imaginations, of failed attempts, and of silent achievements, and not be discouraged by starting over and over again.<\/p>\n
We must not pursue the obvious answers that are so readily available yet so distant. Immediacy always seems deceptive to me, it hides something. To think of freedom apart from praising the market is to return to complexity, to sit and look at the mess, to approach the complicated like a Ouija board where several hands are necessary to make contact with the world we want to create.<\/p>\n
I would like to close on a high note. Although everywhere we look there are terrible things, we must open our hearts and senses to what doesn\u2019t make noise. I believe this is the main form of disobedience. To listen to whispers, to give way to the intangible and its living networks. It\u2019s okay to feel disoriented. The illness of our time is that the paths we have been given lead directly to a cliff. We need other ways to find and practice gestures of gentleness and attention, to let what is about to die rot away so that it can become fertilizer for a new garden.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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